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9/13/2008
noone but me from URL @ 11:50 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICIAAAAAA!  you're still my precious! :) &&& just so you know, you remember your xmas present to me last year? i agreed then, agree now & still will, forever and ever more. i pinky promise you & you know that's sacred.i mean, wellll, there are somethings that we just can't throw away right? love you much dear! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOOZZZYYYYY!  haha hello you! i remember that i didnt like you the first time i met you, but hey, guess what! we've come so far from then havent we! thank you for being the little-miss-bubbly that you are, and okayyyyyy. today i admit. life at vj would be pretty boring without you. :) but i still mean what i said about you though, mwahaha! (youknowww, the line you'll nvr forget heee) but know what, that makes you exceptional & that makes me like you for you! :) Happy Birthday to the two of you, hope you two had lovely days! :) - My mom says that she may meet pirates during her trip. (BLOOODYHELLL !SEPT11 OSAMA NOT ENOUGH AH. PIRATES ALSO SHE WANT AEKKKK!) Rambles, not that i should ask you to mind me. Oddly enough, i miss monty the most. I miss the silly dog jumping at my leg scratching me every single day i get home, even though every single day i push him away & shout "oiii stupid dog!". Now when i open my house door, i dont have to open slowly for fear for squashing his paws. I dont have to push him away or protect my legs. I dont have to yell "mooommmm im back" & i dont have to go to my room to call my dad & tell him im home. ): I dont really like going home now. The house is always dark, empty and quiet. :/ Its quite stupid when i turn on the radio just so there are voices in the house. & i havent had a proper meal in a long while too. Whenever my mom was away, my dad would come at least 3 times a week with dinner from my aunt. & whenever my mom was around, she'd cook at least 3-4 times a week. Now im always eating paus and drinking campbell soup. Yeah no curfew and all, but. Its fine but i just dont like this feeling very much? Especially at night. I know im 17 and all, but. aiya. i feel selfish for thinking what im thinking now. i dont suppose i've ever felt this lonely before. ohwelll. & to think i wna go overseas to study. so i should shut up, suck it up and deal with it. dont need anyone but myself right? right, k shuttup sarah. PROMOS START NEXT FREAKIN THURSDAY. MUST MUST MUST PROMOTE. BYE. we were young, we thought we knew so much.
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